things fall apart
i wanna break someone’s face right now
982012: The Haunted High Rise
For future reference, the ghost woman from Ju-On: The Grudge is named Kayako. In the dream, I referred to her as “Kaede”. It’s a dream; don’t try to get it.
The Haunted High Rise Apartment Complex
The dream started out like any other episode of Ju-On: The Grudge, minus me saying anything because I guess I didn’t have much to say and rather than be in first person view, it was in third person. So, I’m walking around the apartment complex – at this point, I’m quite sure what floor I’m on and I can’t find a map to tell me. So, I’m walking around, searching for clues – the usual stuff. I was doing really well; I had a minor run-in with Kaede and managed to avoid death, despite having little idea of what I was doing.
Here is a close-up of the four names of my four friends who I hold dear to me.
I’m back from the Out of the Darkness Walk. At the second table they offered ribbons depending on who you’d lost, if anyone. Yellow/Gold was for “other relationships”. I haven’t lost anyone personally to suicide. But I have friends who have, and that experience has effected them enough to in turn effect me.
So I took my golden ribbon that I wore during the walk and I wrote the names of two people who took their lives. I didn’t know them but my own friends did.
I also wrote the name of four friends who are or have struggled with depression. Two of them also know the bigger names at the sides but I’m not pointing out which one.